Tears in My Eyes
Updated: Jun 25
April 20, 2020
Hi! I hope this letter finds you in good health.
I'm sorry that my letters only talk about things that are happening here. Sometimes I worry that I will bore you with all my problems, and I will be left alone inside here, in this unit. Sometimes I feel desperate in this place, like I'll never be able to leave. I ask God, God have you forgotten about me? I talk to him every night and in the mornings. I pray when I'm sad. But I feel alone in this place. I feel unknown. I feel so many things that I don't know how to express in writing. Today I was thinking about everything that has happened to bring me to this place, looking for protection, but finding just the opposite. Here, I am suffering. Excuse me, but I don't know how to express myself here. As I'm writing, tears are in my eyes, thinking that I just can't go on like this.
Nevertheless, I have learned a lot here, and I have known people both good and bad, And I still thank God that I have my health, my life, and that I know you and your family. Thank you for being my family. I love you and appreciate you! Take good care, my friend.